Hi, I'm Josh.

This is my story...

In October of 2013, I became plagued with a mysterious physical and mental illness. My symptoms were agonizing and I thought I was dying. Despair, panic attacks, tormented thoughts, anxiety, inflammation, an inability to digest foods, nausea, constipation, and debilitating headaches were just some of the things that became my daily existence.

Before this hell crept in, I was a Brazilian Jiu Jitsu World and Pan American champion, traveling around the world competing, living in the Lower East Side of Manhattan, and working a lucrative corporate job. I seemingly "had it all together"

From October 2013 onward, I spent 3.5 years in a desperate fight for survival. Every single day was excruciating. My life became a battle to not take my own life. "Suicidal depression" is putting things lightly.

First I turned to psychiatric drugs. I thought surely that they could be the solution to this horrific chemical imbalance. In a one hour appointment I was diagnosed with major depression, severe panic disorder, ADHD, Bipolar disorder, and if I would have told the whole truth, many more labels would have come my way. I tried 7+ different pharmacuetical drugs in a five month period, and when they all failed me (and made me worse) I took matters into my own hands.

I began to dive into hallucinogens. I thought surely that cracking open my psyche, connecting to god, and rewiring my neural pathways would be the answer. I did ketamine injections, many mushroom ceremonies, and eventually flew to the amazon to work with the plant medicine known as ayahuasca. Over the course of two years I flew to the Amazon three times and did 30+ ayahuasca ceremonies. My 2nd trip to the amazon I spent almost 6 months living in the jungle!

On top of the plant medicines, I began to dive incredibly deep with fasting, yoga, meditation, float tanks, colonics, sungazing, binaural beats, float tanks, enemas, accupuncture, positive affirmations and anything else I could learn about on the internet and the hundreds of books I flooded myself with.

Through all of this work, time, and money, my health continued to decline, seemingly as if I was eating McDonald’s and drinking Coca-Cola everyday. With every month that passed, my spirit became more broken. I felt as if I was cursed, and that I was destined for eternal torment. I literally felt like Gollum from Lord of The Rings, but I didn't have a ring that was tormenting me.

After 3.5 years, I began to break. Physically, mentally, and emotionally, something inside became so fractured, so broken, so helpless, that I began to seriously consider suicide. The plan was to fly to Africa to take iboga (another hallucinogen) and if iboga couldn't give me some resemblence of peace, I would fast in the jungles of gabon until passing onto the next world. I thought fasting my way to death would give me some bonus points from the universe, and maybe whatever comes after death would be easier for me had I fasted my way out. Deep down, I knew suicide was not a good option.

I was two days away from going to Africa, when I learned about mercury poisoning...

I never went to Africa and instead embarked on an intense gut healing, parasite and mercury detoxification protocol. It completely and utterly changed my life. Now (2.5 years later) I consider myself to be more stable than almost anyone I meet. My depession, panic, internal torment and almost all physical symptoms have been completely eviscerated. I now help people all around the world with detoxification, spirituality, and emotional healing.

This short synopsis of my story really doesn't do it justice. I strongly suggest you check out the full story below, go somewhere quiet, strap in your seatbelt, and prepare to go on the ride of your life. Let my story save you from years of suffering, misery, and sickness.

I Could Write a Book.

In fact, that's exactly what I did. My whole story is something I deeply want to share with you. If this resonates with you, click the link to read my whole story.

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